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These are some journal entries I have written on my iPad instead od paper recently. Cutting and pasting them here. Used the SOAP journal method for these.

Scripture
“And he said to all: If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life, shall lose it; for he that shall lose his life for my sake, shall save it.” - Luke 9:23-24
Observations. The word "daily" jumps off the page at me today. In some ways, I am taking up my cross (a small one) in order to be in ministry. Especially at this moment of transition. But truth is, my family bear the cross more than I do. Leah has to leave her job when at the moment it is a source of great personal accomplishment for her. The change of sophie's routine has affected behavior and work disciplines. Dow is intensely feeling things, especially related to the rest of us in this small house and his highly developed sense of fairness. Where did I set down that cross last night, so I can take it up again. Carrying it is a daily work.


Application. Attend to relationships in the family and not just responsibilities.

Prayer. Be at the center of this family, God. Help me express the love that has no expectations beyond the chance to express itself. Amen

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Scripture
A person is justified by faith apart from the works of the law.
What we've learned is this: God does not respond to what we do; we respond to what God does. We've finally figured it out. Our lives get in step with God and all others by letting him set the pace, not by proudly or anxiously trying to run the parade.

Observations. Romans 3:27-8 from The message leapt at me today. I have to help lead the church, but do that by getting in step with God.

Application. Today being in step with God will take listening time. I'll spend anhour meditating over Urbana and Macomb churches. Also could stand tot find out about canceling loans, canceling credit cards, organizing tax material, following up with Jan, sending a thank-you note.

God, I rest in you today. Help me walk in your ways